another not good day
so far today i have gotten up, fixed and drank a cup of green tea and eaten a cup of yogurt. tried to figure out what i was doing with the website and blosxom and gotten the basic setup going. feel like shit with mood to match. slept about 12 hours last night. or was in bed that long. about 2 to 3 hour at a stretch actual sleep with 15 minutes to an hour between actually sleeping. numb as usual with that time of sleep but getting less so now that i have been up for almost an hour and a half. mind not here yet. don't know if it will be today or not.
and closing in on 10 pm now. been nonproductive in the extreme today. most of the day just existing. feel a bit better than this am but still just barely. may just have a bug, still not sure what the problem is.
called macresource in huntsville this afternoon to check on filemaker pro 7 and they have it in stock. checked the map and there are a couple of ways to get there from here. or rather from attalla anyway. the two roads come back together right at or in huntsville and seem to be within 2 miles the same distance. gonna take the one we haven't been on before. the intersection that the restaurant that we stopped at coming back from the festival in florance is where we turn north onto 231 so have traveled all but about 30 miles of the roads anyway. that is other than the shorter way to get from 431 to 77 that we are gonna try. the map of alabama that we got at wallyworld has been very helpful. just hate that we got it there…